Woke up at 2pm,wash up & train-ed down to dhoby ghaut to meet Alvin,Jo & JJ. Though that I would be late again,but surprisingly I'm the first to reach,muhahahas then head-ed to ATM to withdraw some $$$ , money has become a problem liao. Reason -> lost my ipod & bag = buy new one. Buy new one = need $$$ sigh**

Alvin came followed by Jo,we then head to Kopitiam since JJ is only at Yishun when 3 has arrived -.- had BBQ chicken with rice at the plaza sing. kopitiam,woot the sauce is erm "xian". Then went for pool with Jo,the patient won the first match. Director pang chance de LOL,no la.

Walked to Cineleisure then bought our - Get Smart tickets & then arcade! Basketball + DDR + Time Crisis. Followed by a walk to Heeren,slack around HMV and then back to Cineleisure & had Suki Sushi! *yummy*

Next up walking around before we went into the cinema. Woot~ 

The show was ok lah,funny la the agent 68 (if nv rmb wrongly).

Home-sweet-Home after that~ 

Byee~ peeps!

Some entertaiment!

Once again slpt till 4pm today,boring life. 

Wanna go out,but everyone is studying...sianz.

Want work also cant..argh! 

Meet Ker at around 9-plus (slacking session) ,

then to dave house for some ps2 winning eleven and headed home at around 1230pm. 

Now chiong FM (muhahahs). 

I'm gonna bored to dead,but when school re-open 

i'm gonna sianz...dunno why just find my life so boring now la :(

 Luckily tmr gonna watch get smart with my classmates ! =) 

Thats all folks! 

Stay tune for more nagging from chewy tmr! 

Holiday has started which means that sleeping till afternoon is gonna happen! 

 -Kelvin Chewy-

Sunday 22/6 - First Day Of Work @ Marks & Spencer! =)

Overall Summary :  Work was fine,leg was tired though.It has been some time since i stand for so long! LOL,10am-10pm woot~ Fun and experiencing,get to know some stuffs! & the food at the food department was soooo~ tempting la! Gonna buy it some other time. =) Slept on the train after work,was damm tired la.Imagine from last sat till today haven had a decent slp!

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yawn* - good night amigos!

I want my bag back,

& 

my ipod!

Whoever this theft is!

You better not let me catch you.

cause i'll beat the hell out of you,

even if u tell me you are george bush's son...

TRY ME!

_|_

KNNB

CCB

Make sure you go home with a limb ah!

pua cb.

SCREW econs !!!

Bottom to Top :Kelvin,Terry,Bryan-Kervin,Jon,David

Back from changi,pheew~! Tiring day indeed! & whats more i think english is gone? I don't know pass/fail la.All I know is that the english standard sucks big time,and I just agar agar & do what I can do.LOLS! Omg! Eng & Housekeeping fail? Argh! Lets hope not? Bad hope! hahahas.

Well paper end arounds 12 today.Headed to west mall food court for lunch. Mixed Veg. Rice but did not finish it as appetite was low...then headed to arcade with JJ. Played Extreme Haunter,Initial-D.After that head to mac to revise econs with GW,JJ,Alvin.Didnt revise much though,so after that head home take some rest & went to meet Jon & co.

Meet up at cp,then took 27 head to changi to fetch ker & ohya saw sec sch classmate - BENSON! LOLs,reached the airport T1 at around erm.. 7 plus going 8?Then just nice meet dave at the belt,but it took hell long for the luggages to come out la! FCUK SLOW -.- Saw uncle mike,hahas he was there waiting to fetch my little cousin same flight as ker also.muhahahas so lucky? 

Hungry the us then went to haunt for food after ker uploaded his luggage to his aunt 7-seater car.LOL,went to T2 for some exploration of the restaurants & we decide on Fish & Co. 

Ker - Prawn Pasta + Soup + Passion Fruit.

Kel - Samba Fish + Soup + Kola Tonic

Jon - Sting Ray +Soup + Passion Fruit

Dave/Terry - Fish & Chip + Soup + Kola Tonic/Fish & Chip + a cocktail

Bryan - SwordFish + Soup + Passion Fruit

Photos :

Indo kid's Pasta (ignore the finger)

Terry's & Dave's (just took 1 of the 2.)

Jon's

Mine

Damm it,was nearly late for today Hsk Paper or am I late? - LOL! Well started off my day not smoothly though,first thing when I sat down the trainee in-charge came to me & look me in the eyes (LOL) and said : "I LOVE YOU"! ... ... ... NO la! Joking la,kk serious. He told me : I want your hair cut later & tmr come find me.It's too untidy!Whats your name? 

Oh well,at first I was like kinda shock because my hair is already so fcuking short! Only look untidy mah,never wax mah. Pondering over want to trim anot,but cmmon this hair just cut not more than 1 month lo ! If I go cut again means that I'll have a record of cutting my hair 3 times in less than a month!!! -.- Well decide to risk,by not cutting/trimming so better style my hair tmr =\

Back to today paper,erm I got a feeling gonna fail it la...ccb! Call subject somemore! 阿弥陀佛 !

Think i am gonna retake liao lo.GG lo,die lo.

Btw something interesting about me : Horoscope sign! (quite accurate) - 80%

TAURUS - The Enduring One
Charming but  aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers.  Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stable and  secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their  beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice.  Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally.  Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often.  Very generous. 

Lying on my bed,i realize that I have committed a grave mistake last time.

A big grave mistake,how i was i could have a time machine & turn back time.Then can I prevent myself from committing this mistake which leads to ... erm ... (fill in the blanks) =P

K,lets change topic instead.Well if were to ask me how was today paper?I can tell you that the english standard is better than the test.LOL =x well i'm not sure i can pass a not. Because it is like half-half la.My hopes are not high! ehs,a just pass will satisfied me.  (: 

Well lets say bout tmr paper,cause it's freaking me out :{ Argh,what should I do?I think I did not revise enough lo =x Lets hope tmr can do smoothly bah.hahas :) Ehs after tmr then left one paper to worry & that is tourism. ^^ 

This are my after exam activity :

1. sat morning ->soccer training
2. sat afternoon-> eng class ):
3. sat night -> drinking session?

Sunday

1. WORK! ... 

i'm having side effects =\

  

  Pictures describe my feelings

leave me alone ok?

Knowing that it's all over between us,yet i'm clinching onto a hope that we will be back when i knew that 0.001% it's possible.I know...I know...i'm so naive right?Maybe I need longer time?It has been 5 months plus yet i'm still stuck at where i begin.Erm...half a year for me? or maybe a year? 2 years? until i die? Who knows? Maybe? But I am always the Kelvin Chew everyone knows :) 

Everyday I yearn of seeing you,i dont know why but that feeling to see you is just there.Just the back view also not bad too,am i a pervert by doing this?I don't know...I am just saying out what has been kept inside me for sooo~ long...

She has got herself a partner & so why am i here bothering so much?The time i saw you in the mrt i was surprised,i greeted you with a "Hi".I wanted to ask you so many qns but yet my mouth just cant seems to open up.Afraid that you'll be angry or so whatever,i step further down into the cabin.Seeing you alighting the train,wanting to say goodbye.Yet I once again lack the courage to do so,I regret it but all i can blame is myself for not taking opportunities into hand. Consequences was that all i can do is watch you boarding down the train w/o doing much...

Till today,i do not know why my hearts live for you.I know its a foolish things to do by waiting forever because till the end my heart tells me that it wont be back to the same old-self.I'm moving on on a slower pace i guess?But to me,you will forever be in my heart! No Doubt!

Everything I do,I do it for a reason.

Now that you got a partner,I shall be happy for you.But no matter what happens,I will be there for you. Believe me - rain or shine,dawn or dusk. 24/7

You Are Always Memories To me & I hope things will turn out better?

Click on the play if  you want to watch this video 

(the background music will go off) once this is played

My head says, "who cares?" 

but my heart is saying, "you do, stupid."

-------------------------

How do i begin?
To where does it ends?
I'm forever searching,
For my true heart again.

Times have passed.
Things have changed.
But my heart for whomever,
shall remain the same.

Is this a test?
Do i keep trying?
I've thought to have given my best,
Yet it's just so tiring.

But I'm still here.
Waiting patiently.
For the day my heart comes to me...
That is my eternity.

***

WHERE IS THE LOVE?

***

Today as usual i'm still in the emo mood.I have tried to let go,maybe i'm just a freak who cant move on :( Sleep till 2pm+ woke up had lunch & did "some" revision for F.O.  Damm worried for myself,as current affairs are affecting my mood to study!fcuk la,kinda tired of life. Worry here worry there...

Whats the use of worrying so much?

Let go! Let go! Let go!

ARGH ~

Wanna go to the seaside! (pasir ris?)

Anyone wanna accompany me go?

Go walk the walk,

Scream the scream!

Cry the cry!

Hate that i love you so...

Do you know how it feels like to see someone you yearn for everyday!

I dream of it yesterday,

but sadly it was just a dream. :(

I dream of you,& we had a long chat!

& at that moment i felt so happy (:

But when i woke up,i realised it was just all a dream...

  if beinq with you can only be a dream. than i'd rather live my life in a dream than in reality.

Call me emo boy! cry-baby! 

Anything you wish to call!

I dunt give a damm!

I'm worry for you,

& 

for myself.

you because i'm worried of ...

while for me exam is round the corner

& something is affecting my mood!

Frankly speaking,

i'm still dumbfound by yr previous decision 

&

current decision.

After all it's your choice,your right,your decision!

I have no rights to care nor interfere,

so why am i in this kinda of mood?

worried...

maybe i am just too - emotional.

I hope everything is fine :(

I am yearning to go for a stroll @ Pasir Ris.

Tomorrow,

but it seems that everyone is busy with their stuffs.

haiz...

Kel ah Kel

zhen zuo yi dian la!

I'll wait for you!

I can guarantee for at least this whole year.

cause in my heart,

other than you

my heart cant contain anymore girls.

Say me stubborn,say i crazy

but thats me!

At least for this whole year?

Seriously,sooner or later i'm gonna burst into tears :'(

"Love leaves memories no one can steal, 

but it also leave heartache no one can heal."

Lame Day

Do you know why i say that today is a lame day?

Let me tell you then.

Alrights,there is a change in timetable.

Which means today lesson starts at 10am,

ends at 12pm...

But the lesson just took around 30-40mins.

Which means is like I took the 1hr+ journey 

just to attend a less than a hour class.

Ha ha ...

Well,lunch at KFC - student meal =)

Then to print a photo at kodak,

before heading to watsons.

The "ghost" used her $10 winning,

to buy a red hair dye!

(which is insufficient for her hair)

hahahas(to gladys) =p

Okays,then to SG Pools.

Betting!

&

finally home!

Train-ed to yishun to bus home.

saw jasmine.

so talk bout sch life

well,i had to admit 

i miss secondary sch life

&

admires poly life.

SHATEC

everything also lack.

Sch fees wont lack.

hahas =x

Sianz...

going to start pulling up my socks!

LOL,bcus

exam is round the corner!!!

Duh!

For Entertainment!(if u watch wrestling you'll find it funny)

Shall stop here for today!

Hope i win some $$$!

hahas ^^

GO!GOAL!GO!GOAL!

Here We GO~

-.-

Shag & Tired out after training at the Punggol CC field,wow being a keeper is not as easy as you think it is.Met dave at around 3pm & then headed by bus to the field to meet vshal.3 of us had a mini training as we are intending to form a team.The field was mudding & wet,which i had to dive & catch "balls".Alright,but swift goal-post after a few rounds of kicking around.Play till around 5? as some koreans & china-reans are having a match.Stay to watch for a while before setting off,hougang plaza kopt-tiam for some dim-sum while vik when home as he got something on at night.Add some dim-sum before heading home as i am dead tired and dirty.Shall start studying as exam is coming in a week time :{ 

Met Up with dave around 630pm at cp after my english class.Head-ed to Vivo City for some shopping.Bought a pants & t-shirt from PULL & BEAR.Cost me $100+ ! Grr~! Gonna have vegetarian for lunch for the next few wks.HEE! Saw edwin,tempestt,ze liang etc... at vivo.It has been long since i last saw them (: 

Then arcade awhile before going to Daisu - The $2 Shop! Went to the interchange to take bus 80 to geylang for our steamboat session after starving from 6-10pm... Reached geylang around...erm 1030pm?

Then head straight to the steamboat restaurant,$15/person + free flow of water =B . Ate till around second half of the Swiss Vs Czech,then settle the bill & headed to a kopitiam for some beer! =) 

Watched the second half & the swiss lose 1-0 & did not get a penalty claim.So suay for them! After that walked around the lorongs looking at whore* =x Indo,china,thai...u name it you get it! LOLS,just did some pure walking before heading home by cab (:

P.S. how i hope there is a time machine that can turn back time,so i can stop myself from committing a mistake.Cause i'm suffering now. 

Amara Santuary Resort Visit

A indeed suay morning for me as another taxi incident once again occured.Maybe this year i'm not suppose to take cabs?Oh well lets start off with the cabby,i boarded the cab and told the uncle Bukit Batok West Ave 22.He say okay!after awhile he say i am not sure which way to go,and i took the cab at woodlands so i said : expressway - PIE - Choa Chu Kang.He said okay & i told him to go by the fastest way.He say  ok,and in the end he did not exit at the PIE instead he went to upp kranji and goes by upp bukit timah!!!! WTH! Dont wish to carry on,it just make me fired up! Cab fare cost $17+ and it just took away my 2 days meal.Haiz,late late late! Luckily managed to catch up with the class bus and went with the class together.If not i cant imagine =x 

The Resort was quite nice and quiet,costly too.Ohh,and hot!hahas,had our visit till around 1?Then headed out to vivo by the bus and went to met joycelyn tgt with alvin,gladys & guowei.

Lunch at the kopitiam and then went for the marks & spencer interview.Both me and gw was successful,but working hours will be long.Watched narnia at 6pm,ended at around 830pm.I had to admit that it is quite a long show.Yoshinoya for dinner & then head-ed home by train (:

P.S. it doesn't matter how much i miss you,cause you already have your another half.

I have think over & over again...

all i can do now is to bliss you two.

just hope that he treats you well.

if not i wonder what will i do?

i myself is also not sure =x

i wish you both all the best,

though i know i can't accept the fact.

but after all this is life isn't it?

maybe i'm worrying too much,

always scared that you are not treated well.

or maybe is i too kpo le bah ):

i shall try to let go once again!

but i don't think it's gonna be easy for me...

whatever it is,life have to go on ):

haiz.

can i scream at you?

ya you!

the one reading this post!

Name: Kelvin Chew

Status: eMo

What more can i say about myself?

EXCEPT

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GOODBYE MY LOVER~

Sometimes when u expect things to turn out well,but end up its the other way round how will you feel?I'm going through it right now,after work tired & then you found out a truth/fact that you did not wish to know.Ya,something that you did not wish for yet the day had finally arrived!

Broken Heart

You found the truth,it sadden me & my heart sank.I feel like running away from it,but the truth is stated down!You cant run away from it,can you?A start of a new month,though that things can turn out well,but it did not!What can I do?Except to emo emo emo! The virus is back to haunt me again!

Thinking Of You

I wish u all the best!

It's Over!

Lets hope that tmr will turn out to be better?Seaside anyone?Out for a drink anyone?What I want to do now is drink drink drink! Drinking partner where are you?!

Leave Me Alone...

Hey baby girl
I've been watching you all day(All day,All day,All day)
Man that thing you got behind you is amazing(Amazing,Amazing,Amazing)
You make me want to take you out and let it rain(Let It Rain,Rain,Rain)
I know you got a man but this is what you should say

Why don't you tell him that I'm leavin' never lookin back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry
No more gray skies
Girl we flyin on a g-5, g-5
And I'm leavin' never lookin back again...
So call your shawty you tell him you found a new man
The one who's so so fly
The one to keep you high
Have you singing all night, like that

Now if I talk it girl, you know that I will walk it out(Walkit Out,Walk it Out,Walk it out)
Man I'll put my money money where my mouth is(mouth is, mouth is, mouth is)
Cause you the baddest litte thing that I've ever seen(ever seen, Ever Seen,Ever Seen)
So ima ask you one time if you got a man

Why don't you tell him that I'm leavin' never lookin back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry
No more gray skies
Girl we flyin on a g-5, g-5
And I'm leavin' never lookin back again...
So call your shawty you tell him you found a new man
The one who's so so fly
The one to keep you high
Have you singing all night, like that

Don't stress, don't stress, don't stress
Just tell him to the left left left
Don't stress, don't stress, don't stress
Cause we gone & we gone & we gone
No stress, no stress, no stress
Girl you deserve nothing but the best
No stress, no stress, no stress
Girl you need to tell him...

Why don't you tell him that I'm leavin' never lookin back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry
No more gray skies
Girl we flyin on a g-5, g-5
And I'm leavin' never lookin back again...
So call your shawty you tell him you found a new man
The one who's so so fly
The one to keep you high
Have you singing all night, like that