I took my result today & it did not turn out to be wad i expect it to be la,i disappoint everyone around me.I was thinking why is this happening?I lost someone i love alot,i lost my amulet,i lost faith in myself,i lost everything. Heartbreaking is that the one i loves is the last time i saw her at sch,and i duno when will it be until i next saw her.I really miss her lots,but it seems that my chance is 0%.Ya 0%!Can't i be given another chance,its no use talking all this here,what's the use?No one knows wad i am feeling inside me now,i didn't do well for my o's + i lose her = no life. Everyday trying to entertain friends and relatives asking bout my result,fake a smile to my friends occasionally,i am sorry i am so emo.But i just cant carry on,sorry to say that.Sorry to my teachers i let you down ): & I thanks all my friends and bros who were there for me.I think i will carry on as now.I dunno wads my target in life now,truthfully.Get better results & wait for her,some say y wait for someone who u know u cant wait for,but i will say this : i'm sorry,but she is the girl i love and care for no matter what.Some say this cant last long,but sorry to say i am a guy with strong will,she is the only girl i am gonna wait and love.Crap?If u think so...but its really hurting tt u cant see someone u love & not even know when will be the next time u get to see her..

I AM LOVING YOU NOW & ETERNITY~

I'LL BE WAITING FOR YOU!

MY heart is yearning for you everyday,i think this feeling had to go on until i grow old?maybe... :'( this sound crazy,stupid but this wad i feel la.lame wadever u say.

i just live each day missing her with a heavy heart...I LOVE YOU!

erm its 428am in the morning and i m not sleeping.weird?strange?and later i am catching a flight to bangkok with my friends in e afternoon,and here i am wandering around not sleeping,ask me why?I will tell you i am thinking of someone,been having sleepless nights for weeks.Everytime i rush home from work trying to catch her online,but i always fail..i wonder how u been doing this few weeks,its been so long since i last talk to you.I really hope everything is fine for you,so long nv hear from you & i'm worry something happen to you(touchwood),but i really hope to hear from you soon  =) & not forgetting to tell you,i am still waiting for you! Dont forgot me ok?LOLS!

This video is put for fellow boring hoper who happens to pass by.

Work till 6pm today,followed by lunch at BK and shop around orchard.Went to watch "The Assembly" with ker,"gay".2hrs show & we miss the last train + last bus,so we take NR6.It cost $3 but at least better than e expensive cab fare?& it really hurts to see that u delete it one&only comment,isit tt someone doesnt allow?or u just dun wan to see my face?Maybe i am over-sensitive?but i just got a feeling something is not right :( i really miss you,to be truthfull...did i commit something wrong?I dunno how describe what is my feeling nw,just like erm...a knife stuck in my heart?My grandma ask me hows me & my gf...i just gif her a smile,but in me i really felt so hurt.I stare in the air and start thinking of e past :( y cant u just give us both a chance,i expect nothing much really..i dont wish to say anymore.But really my heart is on e verge of breaking down,shattering.I try to keep it going,but i think i cant bear with it anymore,i am missing u like..like..i dunno wad is e word.But it's really suffering.

well,today was working at my grandma place,nthing much happen though.But was quite tiring as lunch time was crowded with office workers & it was so busy.It was raining at 5 or 6pm,and whenever it rains,it reminds me of you.Don't know how are you doing now???Its been so long since i last saw you,knowing that you are alright...I Miss You~ =( When will this suffering end?W/o you i am like a cancer patient =x Suffering!!!

I MISS YOU!

YES I DO!

MISSING YOU EVERY SECOND,

EVERY MINUTE,

EVERY HOUR,

&

EVERY DAY!

its been long since i last saw you,hope that everything is going fine for you & you are alright!Do takecare,i will be praying for your safety&health.

i want to kiss,hug and see you!

It has been so long since i came update my blog le,since the day u left me alone,my world has become grey.Nothing seems ok to me,i try to fake a smile whenever i can,laugh to my friend & trying to stay happy.But in my heart i am always thinking of you,missing you.Life for me now is like work-stay up late-sleep & then back to work -.- I dun care hows my life now le,w/o life is boring for me ; meaningless.Always trying to rush home to catch u online,but everytime i failed :( I saw something on e newspaper which caught my attention.Spending your valentines day with on the Ferries Wheel @ Marina.Price at 100++ . I hope tt i will be able to go with you on tt day :)

How wonderful will it be if u will be able to spend valentines day with your love one on the ferries wheel?I hope tt day will come true

I miss you,I miss you,I miss you! I miss your everything,really! 

GOD LET ME SEE HER SOON,PLS~

I will never find another lover sweeter than you,
Sweeter than you
I will never find another lover more precious than you,
More precious than you
Girl you are Close to me youre like my mother,
Close to me youre like my father,
Close to me youre like my sister,
Close to me youre like my brother
You are the only one my everything and for you this song I 
Sing

All my life I pray for someone like you
I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I pray for someone like you
I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do, love me too

Said I promised to never fall in love with a stranger,
Youre all Im thinking of I praise the Lord above,
For sending me your love, I cherish every hug,
I REALLY LOVE YOU!!!

All my life, I pray for someone like you,
I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I pray for someone like you
I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do, love me

Youre all that Ive ever known, your smile on your face,
All I see is a glow,
You turned my life around,
You picked me up when I was down,
Youre all that Ive ever known, when you smile
Your face glows,
You picked me up when I was down
Youre all that Ive ever known, when you smile
Your face glows,
You picked me up when I was down