argh...everything turn out not as i HAVE expected,firstly i really hope we are still friends.Please dun treat me so cold can?I never want anything from you,i hope that we can be like wad we were last time : Friends! I really do not want to lose a friend like you.Well,lets hope we are still friends?Dun anti me pls~ ): I am not trying to stick onto u and be irritating la.haiz,pls dun get me wrong =( I really just like want to maintain our friendship?and in the end things turn out like this..i am stuck & i dunno wad to do...promises are no longer trustworthy to me..shit!i am now damm vexed la,drinking session tml!Shall cry my heart out.ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh~!

GOD DAMM IT! THIS ENDING SUCKS! SO MUST FOR MY SORROW ENDING

SHE TREATS ME LIKE A STRANGER & EVERYONE AS FRIENDS!WHATS THAT FOR?

ANTI-KELVIN?I HATE IT!YOU NEVER FEEL HOW HURT I AM..

Nice Song:

Posting Result Out today,for poly and ITE.Was @ jon hse playing mahjong ard 6plus when dave receive a sms,then it state that he had been posted to TP leisure& resort.Congrats!Well ups and down for all my friends,sad happy all can be seen when the results is out for them.Well i also wish all my friends who are starting sch tml best of luck! (: 

& to myself! focus on study then rs then work!c'mmon!i must cheer up :/

but as frm wad i see frm the zodiac for sheep...it state that:

Sheep do not like to be alone. They are very family-oriented people. If you do not like children or big families, Sheep are not right for you. Sheep will give themselves entirely to the right person and will do everything they can to maintain a stable, loving, happy relationship.

and from this highlighted part it is really quite real,as i m in the situation now...

 Sheep's serenity often prohibits him from health problems. Although they seem fragile on the outside, inside Sheep are quite healthy creatures. Happiness keeps the Sheep healthy. However, any sort of trouble or confrontation will send the Sheep's stomach spinning, especially if it is due to a romantic problem. As happiness keeps the Sheep healthy, unhappiness makes him quite sick

•Happiness keeps the Sheep healthy : but i am not happy ): thats y kip falling sick =/ (maybe)

•any sort of trouble or confrontation will send the Sheep's stomach spinning, especially if it is due to a romantic problem : thats what i am encountering now... ): FCUK~!

•happiness keeps the Sheep healthy, unhappiness makes him quite sick : no wonder flu,cough and ache just kip coming to mee non-stop...

Well all the above are not superstitious,lols...just that wad i read from the zodiac sign and find it quite true.

haiz.lets hope everything goes well for me...

Well valentine's day alone,haiz sad!When will i see you again?...Never again?lols,possible lo.Well i am just missing u more as each day pass..yet i cant do anything to it.It's time to plan for my path alrdy lo.Today spent with david -.- at pizza hut.LOLS!well say until pizza hut oso reminds me of sad memories,so lets change topic!hahas,aft tt went to Century Square to ask for part-time @ Shaw House,well they found a worker,so we ended up in the theatre watching "Ah Long Ptd Ltd".Well was quite funny,lols.After which we headed home.hahas.thats how my valentine day is spent... ): 

Well back,lucky no hang over.Night out at east coast park drinking vodka singha & chang beer.Woa,lucky i'm only partially drunk.LOLS,well very vexed and trouble la...bo pian.Hmm,morning breakfast @ geylang.Had a kopi,a coke light & a bowl of hot century egg porridge.After which bus-ed home,slept awhile @ the bus,reach home bath then blog and next guess wad?I'm gonna take a short nap -.- miting dave @ 1pm going trim my hair and dye(maybe) see my mood.Hahas,tml working AGAIN!6PM wa liu,sianz!LOLS,thats all man.I wanna go dream abit before i go out later,will update soon (: 

P.S. photo will be upload a.s.a.p. =x

Argh!

FCUK!

FCUK!

FCUK!

I miss you la~ :(

so?i cant do anything to it.

no one really understand wads in me,but one guy maybe do know.hee!B2?

haiz,k well i'm trying to move on in life,but something when its in you,it will totally be in you.

forget it,nobody understands wad i am trying to say.

my state now shuld be ok,wait till later part of the year i'll suffer even more?when thing changes?& yr heart started to crack even more?nah,i'm not being emo but being realistic bout wad maybe gonna happen in a few months time.LOL,as ppl say think bout yr future.My late night activity is worsening la,from 2am slp to 4am & now to 6am -.-" .Dont ask me why la,sometimes u just cant slp when something is in your mind.Well it hasn't been the best chinese new year i had,& wad worst is tt this year my angbao record break as i got the least angbao money in my 17years on planet earth @ singapore.People said that things will turn better when the times come,& i hope its really wad i HOPE for.LOLS,well morning to serangoon with B2 & prata for breakfast with teh?hahas,train-ed to vivo find derek after which we have fun @ e arcade,well i won B2!LOL,if u are looking at this (: Tough nut game!Well at least i enjoyed it.Work later on @ 6pm & knocked off at 11pm.Took NR6 home with edwin,well was so sleepy at the bus,rch hm super hypo(now).hahas,whenever night falls i'll start thinking of you.It's gonna be a hard year ahead for me,i think so? ): 

It's sad to know that i cant spend my valentine's day with the one i love,even to just see her.Haiz,god!help me will you?arghhh~!

SIANZZZZ AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Those highlight in red are how i feel for her

She’s cold and she’s cruel
But she knows what she’s doing
She pushed me in the pool
At our high school reunion
She’s laughs at my dreams
But I dream about her laughter
Strange as it seems
She’s the one I’m after

Cause she’s bittersweet
She knocks me off my feet
And I can’t help myself
I don’t want anyone else
She’s a mystery
She’s too much for me
But I keep coming back for more
She’s just the girl I’m lookin for

She can’t keep a secret for more than an hour
She runs on 100 proof attitude power
And the more she ignores me the more I adore her
What can I do? I’d do anything for her

Cause she’s bittersweet
She knocks me off my feet
And I can’t help myself
I don’t want anyone else
She’s a mystery
She’s too much for me
But I keep coming back for more
She’s just the girl I’m lookin for

The way she sees it’s me, on her caller id
She won’t pick up the phone
She’d rather be alone
I can’t give up just yet
Cause every word she’s ever said
Is still ringing in my head (still ringing in my head)

She’s cold and she’s cruel
But she knows what she’s doing
Knows just what to say
So my whole day is ruined

Cause she’s bittersweet
She knocks me off my feet
And I can’t help myself
I don’t want anyone else
She’s a mystery
She’s too much for me
But I keep coming back for more
Because she’s bittersweet
She knocks me off my feet
And I can’t help myself
I don’t want anyone else
She’s a mystery
She’s too much for me
But I keep coming back for more
Oh I keep coming back for more
She’s just the girl I’m looking for (just the girl I’m lookin for)
I’m lookin for
I’m lookin for
Just the girl I’m lookin for

Start of a new month & cny is coming,shuldn't i be happy?nah,nothing much for me to happy bout.Imagine releative asking bout your results,and to me this year is not really going my way for now...and missing someone through cny is nothing much to be happy bout isnt it?Letting things go isnt as easy as u people say.Well to me someone i love alot,but maybe to her i'm not really that important..Nobody understand me,they do not know what i really want,sorry to say i am a stubborn boy.Well,recently has been quite demoralizing for me...after all i heard,haiz it's really heartbreaking.Maybe i'm still a kid who don't know anything,but i definitely know what i want ; yet i know what i want,i had a low chance of having it.I'm not those fortunate kid that get what they want,haha so what?life has to get on isnt it?People you may think what i am doing now is stupid,is irritating.But to me it's not!