ARGH!

I decided to edit & re-write my post.

My heart is so mix up right now!

& know what?

I feel like listening to the following songs :

Apologise - One Republic.

The Reason - Hoobastank

Dear God -Avenge Sevenfold

Always Be My Baby - David Cook

Here Without You - 3 Doors Down

I'm All Out Of Love - Air Supply

Feels Like Tonight - Daughtry

(All this songs can express my feelings) -

Life sucks lah can?Maybe for me is ULTRA!

I'm sick & tired of all this ... 

enough means enough!

My body is no longer complete w/o the heart ;

the heart is lost.

I keep searching,yet I see no hope in finding it back.

emo as I say is like smoking to me,whenever i'm getting less emo

something happen & *tada* 

I'm back again...

its the same like smoking lah~

when you're about to quit,someone tempt you to smoke

or what so ever lah.

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Who can I turn to now?

P.S. What mean to be yours will be yours,

if it's not meant to be yours 

no matter what you do it will still not be yours.

Accept the fact that its life.

Or maybe ; its fated.

Today is a Happy 2 months for you.

Tomorrow is a Sad 7 months for me.

P.s. You'll always be a part of me

Eat till blur ...

the "chicken skewer" 

which has more veg than chicken

DJ - David ; Jon

Drink sprite & become HIGH.

What does his facial expression 

tell you bout the drink?

*smile* =p

He drank ecstasy 

& 

became "fcuking" high

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Kel's Friday morning was spent in school.

Kel's Friday afternoon was spend in orchard & KTV

Kel's Night was spend at clarke quay.

School was alright lah. Took back my english ( grammar) result,ehs not well done lah because "just pass" lo. Hope to do well this semester bah,bought 2 $1 scratch won $5. But this is not a sure win thingy la. It's a 50-50 or maybe you are on the losing side,who knows? Play abit can lah but dun over lah.

Train-ed down to raffles mrt to meet up with dave before we head off to wheelock to ask some stuff about the ipod classic.It was solve in a few mins =) Then head to far east shopping center for a drink before we went to meet kervin. Lunch at wisma atrium Food Republic,mixed veg rice set meal for 2 was share between ker and kel - (me). Gay? LOL! 

Walk around wisma before heading to KTV! woot~ It has been long since we guys "shout it out". I pick this song out of random & to my surprise the song is humorous & nice too,hahas i enjoy singing :P Had 4 hrs of singing till our throat going dehydrate hehe... Sang till 7pm before heading to meet bryan for lunch near meridean hotel? ( something like that).

Dine & saw lion dance performance,because the hawker center/food center re-open bah. The place is near the Orchard Plaza? (if not wrong). There was like 6-8 lions? WOW! eye opener lols. Had seafood fried rice $5 not bad lah. Bus-ed to clarke quay after dinner :)

Reach clarke quay & met up with jon & waited for his friend. But in the end we went to chill w/o her as we cant find her,but found out later that she oversleep. Went to Asylum to chill out,I had my zombie & dave had a ecstasy , ker decided to go for a lighter drink - sprite , bryan went for a blue lagoon & jon with a shooter - bleeding heart. Went off around 11 - 11+ , went to cheers bought some beers & nuts before heading off to boat quay riverside somewhere near Fullerton Hotel. Seat down mans talk,but i didnt participate much la was emo-ing so how -.- 

True or Dare after that :) Hope u guys enjoy your dare,head home around 12+ going 1am. & I reach home around 2-220am. Worst is I am working tmr! sianz but no work = no $ & no $ = no outing/chilling/movies/pool-ing/slacking/drinking/eating. :x thats all!

I'm so lazy & tired to blog for this week la. 

Therefore everything is gonna short & sweet :) 

When to dave to wheelock to buy my mp3 ipod classic & he bought a ipod shuffle. 

After which we head to cineileisure to play xbox - euro 2008 . 

Woot~ that game is ultra addictive lah~ :) 

Followed by pool & then a game of mini soccer for $1 then lastly spot the difference game before heading to ALPS cafe for dinner. 

Sing + eat + alcohol + liquor ^^ but i good boy,cause i dun sing :x  

Pool again aft dinner before ending off the night with a jug of ice chill beer :) 

(photos will do the rest of the talking) 

i deserve far more better than this! 

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Nothing ain't going smoothly ; STFU baked mushroom jabroni ass >.<

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Monday = Moanday = Munday

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Say : "hell yea"!

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When you're gone, 

The pieces of my heart are missing you! 

When you're gone, 

The face I came to know is missing too! 

When you're gone, 

All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day... 

And make it OK... 

I miss you.

The virus which struck me & took 5 months for me to recover is back to haunt me again!

YES! it happened yesterday night =x - {The Attack Of The Emo Devils}   awww~

When to orchard with Terry,Ker,Mao & met up with Jon for movie - Hell Boy II !

The show was 3/5 lah,not bad! ehs i like the song - Can't smile w/o you! =) Coolz...

Long John Sliver for dinner,yipz! Tasty duh! Tickets for Dark Knight was selling real fast =/

Went home after movie,nothing much lah. Next day working mah 10-10! Saw a drunk man on my way home,unable to walk straight & eventually falls on the roadside grass pathway.Lets hope nothing happens to him. ={ 

After much consideration,I think I will buy a ipod classic =) 

 

Today woke up at around 630am ,had 12 hrs of sleep.

Good ah?LOL,fully charged!

Wasn't late for school - Good News.

A bit Unlucky/Out Of Luck - Bad News.

School was as usual : okay lah!

End lesson at around 330pm :) 

Train-ed down to Tiong Bahru to meet up with Dave

Watched Red Cliff! (finally!)...

Had lunch at kopitiam before proceeding to buy the tixs.

Show  @ 1720

As usual - nacho cheese to go along with my movie.

The show I rate 65/100

Reason : to be continued... 

wtf!?

You watch 2 hr + ;

you only get to know the starting story!

&

saw Batman, Catwoman & Joker @ the 1st storey.

took some photos as shown above :)

actually wan pool but too tired...

& 

 we decided to head to Dave hse.

PS2 & COM - (FM)

here i'm at my cosy house :)

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MON-day Blues~

MON-day Blues~

Tmr sch again! 

Waa,leg super tired after standing from 10-10 at the fitting rooms helping customers to try shirts/pants & then folding them back! 

Wow! 

My back is aching,dun wan admit old also cannot! :)

 hahahas! 

Lunch was ok la,ba chor mee & Fried hokkien mee for dinner.

 I'm alrdy trying to budget as much as possible liao.

Ok la,it's late now & so i better cut shorts the talk & go zZz liao.

Nights~ ciaoz dude!

Quote of the day : 

It's not easy to let go the person you love so it's ok to love them until it fades away

insert(left) : director chew & his most outstanding patient in IMH! - Jocelyn

Aye,friday always the slacking time.School was fine,not boring la. Having flu nowadays ! Fcuk~

Arcade after school & then head to meet jo at yishun then head down to somerset & when to cini to play JJ's and Jo's Guitar hero,mean while shopping around before heading into HK cafe to have our so call "dinner" & i had chicken feet + har kow ! 

Then we head-ed to the 9th storey.Al & I decied to play euro 2008 since we got nth to do while waiting for them to play their Wii ! Well,the euro 2008 on xbox 360 is nice ! Especially the graphic...woot~ Gonna go there play again real soon~ After playing we went to accompany my patient : jo to ask her things. LOL!! 

Then aft that went clarke quay lo,as someone is job hunting but we ended up @ FASHIONBAR to chill out. Yipz,the ambience ok la,music makes your hearts beat faster & so if you do have a weak heart the music there can keep yr heart pumping! Have some bites & drinks before we head off back home :) Well the liquor there okok la. See ya ! Gonna go slp :)

Haiz sianz,nothing much to post la.ehs today toto $3m anyone got buy?hahahas,k la. Lets enjoy some videos!

My Favourite Show! The music is nice!

张帝《毛毛歌》- funny!

Well Maths is back,once again I never broke my streak of failing maths. (claps)! LOLS =x

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Since there is nothing much to post for today,i shall upload some emo music.If you find it lame & whatever then please :

 

  fcuk off! 

(NO OFFENSE!) - cause you are not welcome! 

Argh~ Argh~

School has re-open again,for some is holiday - (youth day) . For me it's a day i take back my results as follow :

1. Tourism - fail
2. Housekeeping - pass
3. Front Office - pass

The rest unknown =) , Lets hope for the best!

It's all about making decision.

I've got so may decisions to make. Haiz,trouble & vex! Anyone willing to help share some of the burden? I'm utterly disappointed in myself... One word "regrets" . Referring to both my results & r/s. I'm so lost now. =\

In each of us lives darkness hiding from the light
Evil that lives inside waiting for the night
Blocking out our senses filling up our minds
Taking us out of control making us so blind

This darkness in existence is called by many names
Lust, greed, hatred and then there's sweet revenge 
Then there is the worst of all self righteous is it's name
Judging others looks and sins as we hide our shame

The next time she walks along in her tattered dress
Or him with his shaven head and tattoos on his chest
Try to think what situation brought them to this spot
And maybe they're just happy with everything they got. 

My 5th July,suppose to work from 10am till 6pm. 

But I end up paying the doc a visit by leaving work at 2pm. 

The following night went to Jon's house ton,leave for home at around 730am & reach home around 815am. 

Bath & breakfast before heading to work,not even able to close my eyes for 5secs 

-.- starting to feel unwell i ignore the feeling & continue to head to work. 

& then was having stock replenishing 

& I was as usual in the fitting room 

& when customer comes I was all alone folding the pill of shirts & pants ! 

Yet feeling unwell at the same time! 

Where the hell is the r****** ! 

CCB act busy but actually eating biscuits? 

Crap~ 

Then ask to leave for Mc,so when home by train & why is the train so cold!

 It's like so fcuking cold lo,I was like... 

& then when out of MRT is rains -.- what a good "timing". 

Body feeling so hot & giddy I have to walk through the bloody knn rain! 

Fcuking piss off. 

Donated $40 to the doctor,not even enough to cover my medical bill la even with my pay! 

& 

doc say i had throat infection? 

mild only. sianz!

 saturday sucks! spoilt. 

Everything not going smoothly! 

& damm you tmr I am on MC! 

muhahahas!

Have you ever wonder why sometimes a smile can brighten up someone days? I am still finding that answer,but what I know is that life is full of ups & down.(everyone knows right?) but did you ask yourself are those downs consequences of your own actions? Who causes the down? Ask yourself are those downs(bad things) causes by your previous action or are they just purely bad luck? Ehs,but people do change de ok? Believe it anot? See whether have you seen it happen to someone anot lo. To me,I have learned not many but some... some what? 

valuable lessons 

Loving someone is easy,but forgetting them is hard.

Went to meet alvin,gladys in the afternoon before meeting jo and JJ at night to for dinner a.k.a. jo belateed b'day celebration @ ALPS Cafe. Night ambience :) So let the photos do the talking ! 

First day of July,when out with jon to AMK then Bugis.Well met him at AMK hub then went to had my hair cut & dye lo,take around 2hrs!LOL,well i can say well cut to my hair :) rch bugis at around 4+ then went to buy papa beard?something like that la,then walk around bugis street lo.

Wa damm hot lo~ grrrrrr,then walk walk walk walk alot alot of rounds and rounds.I bought a shirt $10.Then walked around bugis the cinema there and arcade awhile before heading back to Bugis street again to buy Jon's skinny jean.Woot~ & then home sweet home lo..

The Best and most beautiful thing in life cannot be seen, not touched, but are felt in the heart.

Helen Keller