For all those times you stood by me

For all the truth that you made me see

For all the joy you brought to my life

For all the wrong that you made right

For every dream you made come true

For all the love I found in you

I'll be forever thankful baby

You're the one who held me up

Never let me fall

You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'coz you believed

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly

You touched my hand I could touch the sky

I lost my faith, you gave it back to me

You said no star was out of reach

You stood by me and I stood tall

I had your love I had it all

I'm grateful for each day you gave me

Maybe I don't know that much

But I know this much is true

I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'coz you believed

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me

You were always there for me

The tender wind that carried me

A light in the dark shining your love into my life

You've been my inspiration

Through the lies you were the truth

My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'coz you believed

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'coz you believed

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me

HAPPY 

BIRTHDAY 

TO 

ME!

Thanks everyone who celebrate my birthday today.Especially my class! (: THANKS!!!

&

Not forgetting all those who wish me! But the one i was hoping that will wish me did not..

Hi everybody,today i'll have lots of things to blog about so do bear with it (: Oh well lets start off with school,alright today was not late for class & lesson starts at 9am.Housekeeping was the first lesson,was feeling damm tired & the air-con was bloody hell cold la!LOL,imagine 3hrs of housekeeping in that "fridge".Tomorrow think i'm gonna bring a blazer or whatever?Break at West Mall Kopitiam with gary and co. i had black carrot cake which i had not eaten for quite a long time liao...think the last time i ate it was when i ton at dave house?Hahas,that is damm long le lo...think ard 5thApril?Before i start school that week.Okok,back to lunch & so after lunch when to pool with gary,lose first round & win second round!Economics lesson after lunch which was kinda of bored me la,and to be true i didnt lesson the whole lesson =P Maths follow by & i fall asleep the first 30mins?OMG~ woke up and did a few qns before i start playing around.Lols,took some photos of my friends and its damm funny la.Lesson ended at around 6pm?Damm tired la,travelling time already wasted half of my energy liao...before we train-ed home,went subway & bought cookies~ Delicious! ((: Reach home around 730pm,earlier than yesterday by half an hour.

& lets say bout tomorrow!Tml the big day!Hahas,lim-bei birthday!No la,my birthday only.Who cares?Right?hahas.Turing 17 tml or shall i say tonight at mid-night?Hope that 17 will be a life less of emo-ness & full of fun & adventure,or maybe shall i say..a better life?I hope after 27th April we can still remains as friends?Best friends? & please...dun so anti me le la ): & i lose my pencil case yesterday during tourism lesson!WTH lo...this year really damm my "suay" (unlucky) year la.After my 17th birthday hope my luck will turn better?Back to pencil case,inside got some coins a few new pens,so pens and pencils.New eraser,new liquid paper,a ruler and a new marker!DAMMMMM~ it ): 

 SUAY!

I got this song to someone who is so special to me since nov,now i hope after the 27th of this month...you are still so special to me! ... ... A special friend!

Song title : VIVA FOREVER

Band : Spice Girls

Sing Along! (: 

Do you still remember 
How we used to be 
Feeling together, believe in whatever 
My love has said to me 
Both of us were dreamers 
Young love in the sun 
Felt like my saviour, my spirit I gave ya 
We'd only just begun 

Hasta Manana, 
Always be mine 

[Chorus:]
Viva forever, I'll be waiting 
Everlasting, like the sun 
Live forever, 
For the moment 
Ever searching for the one 

Yes I still remember, 
Every whispered word 
The touch of your skin, giving life from within 
Like a love song that I'd heard 
Slipping through our fingers, 
Like the sands of time 
Promises made, every memory saved 
Has reflections in my mind 

Hasta Manana, 
Always be mine 

[Chorus]

Back where I belong now, 
Was it just a dream 
Feelings unfold, they will never be sold 
And the secret's safe with me 

Hasta Manana, 
Always be mine

PS : I'm sorry if i really is a irritating bug to you,lets hope I can get over you.Memories will always be there,and you are not forgotten till i die.Hope you can do well and succeed in what you do (: Though my comment may not mean anything to you as what you said yesterday,Its ok.No worries (: Just hope you can live life to the fullest & hope we can meet up soon ya?As friends?If cant,then its ok la.

PHOTOS...PHOTOS & MORE PHOTOS!

YOUR WORDS HURTS MY FEELINGS,

NOT ONCE...NOT TWICE!

YET A DOZENS TIME!

Lets talk bout friday : 18/04/08

After school,i was damm suay la..met a bitch!Not that i want to like that scold her la,but she damm actor la.Haiz,dun wish to comment on this la if u wan to know ask me on msn. (: Well went home around 430pm,reach home ard 6plus lo.Damm tired la,a very tiring week for me.Damm,if not wrong i left my file behind in class.Inside got Housekeeping and Front Office Manuel..wa i write alot of notes inside,if lose then damm suay la.FCUK!Hope monday can get it back lo. 

Today : 19/04/08

Woke up at around 2pm,then wash up and have lunch.Meeting friends for movie at orchard.Had tuition at around 4pm.Met up around 6pm then head to somerset after that to Tangs shop shop then to Shaw House to watch The Forbidden Kingdom by jet li and jackie chan!Nice movie man!You should watch it,got some funny parts also.Trying to keep myself occupied so as not to emo.LOLs,nowadays prj alot on the way for us lo...economics,tourism and english prj...Took a night bus home,reach home saw man utd lose 1-0!Hahas,in the end draw 1-1 tevez equalise again for man utd,think gonna slp soon la.Tml afternoon mahjong session (: Hope dun lose...hees!

Oh,btw my birthday coming!

Any present anyone?LOL

On my wishlist now currently got :

1. Earpiece for my ipod
2. A belt(black)
3. Converse Shoe

Anyone can fulfill my wishes?

HAHAHAS!

I am still feeling the same...wanna know how i feel listen to this song below : it somehow can express my feeling now.

Do You Know ( Ping Pong Song) - Enrique

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year.
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can’t get it to speak
Maybe finding all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I’m standing on the edge and I don’t know what else to give.

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

How can I love you How can I love you How can I love you How can I love you . . . .

If you just don’t talk to me, babe.

I flow through my act
The question is she needed
And decide all the man I can ever be.
Looking at the last 3 years like I did,
I could never see us ending like this.
Seeing your face no more on my pillow
Is a scene that’s never happened to me.
But after this episode I don’t see, you could never tell the next thing life could be

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

Do you know,
Do you know,
Do you know,

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

Okay my second post of the day,back frm school + soccer.Reach home around 9plus?School ends early today as usual lo,suppose to end at 630pm but ended up at 5pm.Ok la today damm suay la,first lesson kana caught for not wearing black shoes by front office tutor...well i really didnt know tt black socks is required lo...okay this nvm tahan,then when to toilet kana caught by f&b teacher for white socks again!Then alvin kana caught hair,but i heng never.But think tml going to trim la,just incase.LOL,nothing much for today also la,then soccer aft sch till ard 7?Eat mee goreng then long bang junjie cab to sembawang then train-ed to yishun and take 85.Thats all la,nth much...still haven open my mouth to ask her ): Gonna slp early today.I hope so...hahas.

My Horoscope today! 

It's sad but true: Romance requires some hard work from time to time.

 And there is quite a bit of work required for your romantic life right now. 

If you are in a relationship, you will need to give your partner a little bit more than you have been giving. 

Compromise will bring the two of you closer. 

And if you're not in a relationship, today it's time to work a little bit harder at making that connection 

with that person you've been talking to a lot lately.

 Kick it up a notch.

Will update after i come back from sch...gonna slp now (:

Well cant continue from that post dunno why my fonts they will underline!Irritating lo,okays so back to my emo topic.Lols,bear with it la.If u dun feel like reading,then fcuk off and click on the "x" to close this web!Hmm okay,lets start off with asking why ppl ard me are facing r/s prblms?or emo?Sianz,why everthing i see and encounter sure will remind me of the past?The quiet long road,the bus stop and the bus!Lols,seem weird?Haiz,this is not a matter of letting or not letting go...its a matter of how deep are u in love with that person.I know i dont stand a chance anymore,understandable.Looking into the mirror,i am also not that handsome after all.Promises are meant to be fulfill,but i cant fulfill wad i promise you.I'm so sorry ): Maybe i will try hope that one day i still can be able to do it?Ok...its getting more emo!Shit la,well turning 17th soon..How i hope she can be there on the 26th,that will be the best birthday gift (: But not i doubting my ability,but i think it shall be another disappointment again.How i wish time could stuck at the time where i enjoyed the most,isnt it good if time could stop there?Let me enjoy longer?Not growing up,like the song u see later...and hang at the point of my life (: Perfect~ isnt it? Haiz,life like that isnt it?Mum keep nagging at me w/o knowing wad i am doimg,everything thinking that i am playing which in truth i am NOT.Also dun feel like saying back la,so tired of life...she just dun understand.Life for me is i am living in my own world,i always wonder about my past and future whenever i am in the bus,mrt or whatever.People say i am emo-ing..while infact is half-half la okay?I'm thinking,pondering,wondering what holds in the future for me,and thinking of the past is emo-ing. ): Sad,how i really wish i was stuck at that time.New school,new life,new friends yet i still cant forget you.Stubborn?Say anything you want about me la..i am trying my best!I meant it!If u can be there on the 26th well it will be the best present for me. ^^  My friend is right,i am different from real life and photo...emo and not emo.LOL

i'm thinking of you,but are you thinking of me?

不想長大 - S.H.E

Alrights,today shall blog about my suay day & the emo-ness which i was talking bout yest.Lets hit things off by saying my day,well i woke up at 930am and lesson starts at 1130am so its okay what?Den ate breakfast and went online,and this causes me to be late for school. ): 1/2 demerit point.Well first lesson grammar class so okay la,waited for the bloody 85 & 161..and both are so fcuking long when it is nt peak hour which is like after 9am?So decided to took 85 in the end..lunch at kfc with around 7 ppl?Gary,guo wei,alvin,jj,terry and clarence...well i am not last okay?hees (: Then housekeeping,my fav subj (: But is a damm impt subj and alot to study!!! grrr~! then to the most boring of all time! ECONOMICS! Sianzzz~~ then after that home sweet home... & here comes the suay part.

Suay part no.1 : 

Took mrt with gary,alvin and junjie,and i was suppose to take to yishun station so i can take 85 back home.I over look the station ending up at yio chu kang station,so decide to go opp the track and go bacj yishun to take 85.

Suay part no.2 :

Took 85,over slept and when to sengkang sec!!!grrr~! So took 372 back home lo.Damm!

Tml a tiring day for me for sure lo...sch starts at 830am ends at 630am,after that going kick soccer with the rest!OMG,go home sure bath and down i go snoring on the bed!hahas,PIG =x

My sleep & eat,my sad & happy Sundayplanned to study one..but in the end nv took place again...haiz!Alrights,woke up at around 230pm then wash up and go have my lunch.Watch channel 8 show,funny la..then watch until around 430pm go bath and dress up for at night dinning with grandma their.They celebrating my birthday in advance la,treating me to RAMA THAI (: Sharks Fins! omfg,if those shark organisation found out i am dead shit!LOL,nah i think too much.hees,took 163 to toa payoh to find my ah ma then my uncle drive us there.Wow,the shark fin there was damm big bowl la.One shark fin is enough for dinner?hahas,crap~ (i'm just kidding la).

Well let me tell the menu!

1. Shark Fins
2. Crab and vermice(dong fen)
3. Vegetable
4. Deep-Fried Fish(groper)
5. Fried Prawn/Crab Cake(either crab or prawn)
6. Crab meat Fried-rice
7. Fruits
8. Mango juice/coconut juice(my own consumption) =x

Thats All! Damm full la!

Well back to another world,EMO.Lols,no la kidding!Dun wish to talk bout it today...maybe tml?hahas...thats all dude! Nights World! 

左手边 

Snore*Snore*Snore*...woke up around 12 noon today,brush up and went to hougang to meet a friend to celebrate her belated birthday...train-ed to orchard dhoby.Walked to cineleisure,then KTV at party world...4hrs again.This time didnt sing much la,old liao...no stamina.Head to TANGS to meet pa & ma.(cute version) hahas =x for dinner.Had dinner at Taka,but not revealing eat at where.hees,well then while i was eating the table beside me keep attract my attention.Well it then remains me of ya...here we go again..sad memories.Well you see, i saw this girl which argh..well nvm,lol just dun wish to talk bout it..well being rich is really that good?No need worry for anything,except for being rob?LOL,want wad got what..next time grow up must be rich,so my family wont suffer so do I,isnt it?Say until money,wa again reminds me of smth i say to someone...but forget it la.No use now also,no chance to fulfill it oso,hahas.Want to go street king,but dunno when la.anyone interested to go with me?

Well this song not bad leh...

Wow,school starts at 11am and ends at around 2pm.Well have housekeeping and grammar class,reason only having 2 lesson is because some tutor got something on which means make up lesson will take place la.Head to town for movies,it has been years since i last watch a movie...the last movie i watch was step up 2 which was like during march 13? around there la,Well watch Three Kingdom by andy lau ,maggie Q  and etc la.Well the movie is worth watch la,but if you are 16 below too bad lo.Cause is NC16 hahas after that pool and dine at orchard forgot where la,somewhere near Holiday Inn.From what i learn from the show,a true warrior never give up.Even if he's injured he must fight on bravely not letting the troops know that you are hurt.& that it doesnt means that the ppl ard you or your buddy is the one u can trust most.Because they can betray you without you expecting it.As the saying has,your closest friend can be your biggest threat.I'm not telling you ppl to like suspect your friends la,just want to say that no matter what know what you are doing (: Thats all for tonight..will update tml! 

Alrights,about yest post its the past so lets not talk bout it anymore.What done is done,isnt it?Lets talk bout my day today! (: Well nearly was LATE for school,but luckily i'm not la..heng lo.First lesson,tourism i tink if not wrong tutor was late bah.Well some friends i am so call "bonding" with now like clarence,junjie,guo wei,gary & alvin.Some others slowly la,i also not those very enthu into talking one.hahas,today have maths test.omg fail the first 2 mock exams.The the real paper dunno can pass anot leh,must pass 70% then no need attend ,maths class.Think i will attend,and most of the class too.ahahas,everybody was like..die la.After school then went home,train-ed to yishun and took 85,thats what i learn from my friend (name) which i dunno how spell.hahas =x Tml lessons starts @ 11am,if not wrong ends at 1230pm?Well not slack la,some tutors cant make it tomorrow so we having make up class some other times la.Hees,thats all for tonight i think?Update more tml then (: 

Love is something that...

I just cant describe...

LOLs

Erm...complicated?

When are you ready for a r/s?

I dunno also..

No worries!

When the time is ripe,

LOVE is in the air (:

A Rojak Saying Self-made by : KELVIN CHEW! =X

Ric Flair Hall Of Fame 2008 

Dwayne Johnson(The Rock) Introducing his Family 

For Hall Of Famer

Ric Flair Farwell Address On Raw 31/03/08 

After Losing To HBK on Wrestlemania 24

(Career Ending Match) : PART 1

PART 2:

While i am blogging now,i am damm fcuking piss off with some of my friends.Not one BUT two,yea 2!You both make me feel like giving a whack to your face,though we are brothers or buddy.It's fcuking getting overboard,you took my things back to your house w/o telling me & w/o my approval.This is not the first time alrdy,you know in your heart who you are.I'm not shooting you or what,i just damm fcuking piss off.It's as i say,not the first time!Another situation 2 ppl owes me money,while i ask from one party the other tell me to ask from the other party.So who the bloody hell do i go get back my money from?A or B?You treat me like a clown?going around asking for money?Am i to both of you (not mentioning name) so nice to bully?Go think yourself,you 2 damm make me piss off!Knn,no more tolerance already...this is NOT,the first time this happen..i'm fcuking damm tired from school & damm you make me even piss off!Dun call yourself my buddy or brothers if you EVER do this again. PISS OFF!

As usual school is tiring la,today reach home around 8pm exact?Damm tired la,i never fail to sleep in the bus whenever i am on my way home.Going to school and going home is wearing me down,today got my locker and cant find it until lunch time,well the locker is damm wad la...i dunno how open.LOL,today lunch break was quite long though ate @ BK then to arcade for a few rounds of games.HEEs,shall end here then.Going to copy some notes,btw today first lesson was oh~ shiok because...heees.To me it's such an honour?hahas,silly me =X 

Nights!

Cya' (:

SINCE

YOU 

 

BEEN 

GONE

!

4 months its been since i last laugh & smile from the bottom of my heart.Lols

Everything i saw and do sure reminds me of the past,sianz.Guys i'm trying my best le...scold me if u want,boo me if u want.I really cant do it ): Maybe more time is what i need bah.

Quote of the week : i'll spread my wings and i'll learn how to fly

i'll do what it takes til' i touch the sky
                                       and i'll make a wish
                                                      take a chance
                                                                make a change

I WANNA BREAKAWAY~

Happy April Fool Everyone!

Today have my orientation @ 9am  & let me share with everyone the programme (:

First of all lets start off with how i get there.haha i wake up around 712am brush up then ON tv watch news,drink kopi have some oats.Then dress up and head to the 161 bus stop,well bus come quite fast but the driver was extreme slow la~ Wth..not i bias aunty driver,it's really damm duper slow la..i sit until Cramp ah.LOL,somemre feeling cold and hungry =x Then reach woodlands & took train to Bt Batok..erm around 17mins.Then from bt batok took 189 to the school =.= . haiz thats the consequences of last minute studying & slacking which lead to this lo ): Therefore this kor kor here,lol hereby advice you to study hard because yr future really depends on you!& back to emo stuff,lols i saw this bus 903 which leads to RP.Which reminds me again.hahas,kk i shall stop!

• 930-10   : Registration
• 10-1045  : Welcome Adderess  & Presentation on Admin Matters
• 1045-1055 : Address by student ambassador
• 1055-1100 : Break
• 1100-1145 : Presentation on Academic Curriculum & Address by deputy director
• 1155-1240 :Interactive Activities & Guided Tour
• 1240-2 : Lunch 

Well my classmates like most are older than me like,feels like kinda weird ): But hope we can blend well as each days go bah.Oh,and what shock me is there are ppl from india & nepal coming here study.lol or maybe is i swa ku? =x Nah there write end @ 2pm but actually i 1pm then left liao cause it end @ 1pm like tt?Wa,all the things damm ex lo,i must study hard le!My mum use all her saving for me,so i cannot waste anymore of her precious hard work money!You know by failing a exam & retaking the subject you fail cost you $33.omfg! If i am rich i can afford to fail,but i am not therefore i cant afford to fail!Today also marks a new month which means new hope,a renew person! But my priority will always reminds the same (: This That That One!LOL...

A Fall Out Of Love Song,hahas :