Argh!

FCUK!

FCUK!

FCUK!

I miss you la~ :(

so?i cant do anything to it.

no one really understand wads in me,but one guy maybe do know.hee!B2?

haiz,k well i'm trying to move on in life,but something when its in you,it will totally be in you.

forget it,nobody understands wad i am trying to say.

my state now shuld be ok,wait till later part of the year i'll suffer even more?when thing changes?& yr heart started to crack even more?nah,i'm not being emo but being realistic bout wad maybe gonna happen in a few months time.LOL,as ppl say think bout yr future.My late night activity is worsening la,from 2am slp to 4am & now to 6am -.-" .Dont ask me why la,sometimes u just cant slp when something is in your mind.Well it hasn't been the best chinese new year i had,& wad worst is tt this year my angbao record break as i got the least angbao money in my 17years on planet earth @ singapore.People said that things will turn better when the times come,& i hope its really wad i HOPE for.LOLS,well morning to serangoon with B2 & prata for breakfast with teh?hahas,train-ed to vivo find derek after which we have fun @ e arcade,well i won B2!LOL,if u are looking at this (: Tough nut game!Well at least i enjoyed it.Work later on @ 6pm & knocked off at 11pm.Took NR6 home with edwin,well was so sleepy at the bus,rch hm super hypo(now).hahas,whenever night falls i'll start thinking of you.It's gonna be a hard year ahead for me,i think so? ): 

It's sad to know that i cant spend my valentine's day with the one i love,even to just see her.Haiz,god!help me will you?arghhh~!

SIANZZZZ AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Those highlight in red are how i feel for her

She’s cold and she’s cruel
But she knows what she’s doing
She pushed me in the pool
At our high school reunion
She’s laughs at my dreams
But I dream about her laughter
Strange as it seems
She’s the one I’m after

Cause she’s bittersweet
She knocks me off my feet
And I can’t help myself
I don’t want anyone else
She’s a mystery
She’s too much for me
But I keep coming back for more
She’s just the girl I’m lookin for

She can’t keep a secret for more than an hour
She runs on 100 proof attitude power
And the more she ignores me the more I adore her
What can I do? I’d do anything for her

Cause she’s bittersweet
She knocks me off my feet
And I can’t help myself
I don’t want anyone else
She’s a mystery
She’s too much for me
But I keep coming back for more
She’s just the girl I’m lookin for

The way she sees it’s me, on her caller id
She won’t pick up the phone
She’d rather be alone
I can’t give up just yet
Cause every word she’s ever said
Is still ringing in my head (still ringing in my head)

She’s cold and she’s cruel
But she knows what she’s doing
Knows just what to say
So my whole day is ruined

Cause she’s bittersweet
She knocks me off my feet
And I can’t help myself
I don’t want anyone else
She’s a mystery
She’s too much for me
But I keep coming back for more
Because she’s bittersweet
She knocks me off my feet
And I can’t help myself
I don’t want anyone else
She’s a mystery
She’s too much for me
But I keep coming back for more
Oh I keep coming back for more
She’s just the girl I’m looking for (just the girl I’m lookin for)
I’m lookin for
I’m lookin for
Just the girl I’m lookin for