Well,cant eat well yest & cant sleep well too.Think i will be getting more of sleepless nites in e future...how?I'm really damm hurts la,can we just be back to what we are last time when we first time?I understand this kind of things happen in rs,but both us are new arent we?As each day goes by,i have to fake a smile to work,to play even work.I'm really sry i look sort of out of shape today after work,but i really cant control.I cant stop thinking of you,i try to stay happy during working hrs,faking a smile & a laugh whenever needed.But after work,i just start thinking of you.Year 2008!my nyr to be back with you,solve our prblm!If nt just grant me tt i can get whatever i want!That include having you back by my side,i mean it.You ask me to find a better girl instead of wasting time on you,sry to say tt i have found e girl,a better girl,a girl i like&love so much ; i hope you can bless us and promise to let us be tgt. & the girl is non-other than you! still you!cus u are e best girl to me,who cares bout yr weakness or bad points,everyone has too..isnt it?I really hope we can get everything sorted out,i really cant live w/o you silly dilly )': Lets overcome this prblm tgt can mah?I really dun wan to be like now..pls? Can anyone out there grant me this wish?Wanting my gf back?She's really important to me,i swear! Nothing can replace her & i dunno y.I dunno if you are looking at this,but if u are pls gif us both a chance? ): I know u did this cus of some prblms,but it does nt lies in us,so we can solve it de,right?I'm waiting...waiting...life is meaningless to me now ): No matter how hard it is i will solve it de,give me time ok?plssss ): Dun gif up just like tt k? I miss you,do u miss me?I believe you are.If you are seeing this pls tag ok?I cant wait to see u online nor can i wait to see u in person. 

A Never Ending Dream;i love you <3

Life is meaningless,alot of things when u look at it.You always never see e negative side as in,i dunno how to explain.I lose something i treasure alot & I gain nothing in return,tears dripping down my cheeks.But sometimes its like something is trap in me,cant get it out,sometimes it's just dry tears.U felt so hurt,yet u cant express it...is there anyone i can confide in?Everyone is busy with their things,stitches can stitch back my wound.Btw i thanks all my buddy,brothers,so call "gays"(kervin) & friends for their concern.They were there for me,during christmas eve & christmas.Why must they look me upon as a _ _ _ guy?I look like one?A new year is beginning,yet i though i will have something to be happy bout.nah,nw?I think i dun even know wads my target in life.Whats 2008 to me?Though it will be a new year and all bad luck goes away & now it look like sad year ahead.LOL,i cant live w/o you.I dun wish to blog much bout this,how i feel now maybe i can use music to describe? I LOVE YOU,though we r nt tgt anymre...I will be waiting for you.

Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red?
And what the hell is on Joey's head?

And This is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneakin' out

And This is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must've done it half a dozen times

I wonder if it's too late
Should I go back and try to graduate
Life's better now than it was back then
If I was them, I wouldn't let me in
Oh oh oh
Oh god I, I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I Had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it
Time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it
Time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye

Goodbyyyyeeee

We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we'd know
We said someday we'd find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel

Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since God knows when
Oh oh oh
Oh god I, I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it
Time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it
Time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye

I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it

I miss that town
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it

If I could relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it
Time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it
It's time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye

Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
Every time I do it makes me.

i always needed time on my own
i never thought i'd need you there when i cry
and the days feel like years when i'm alone
and the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

when you walk away
i count the steps that you take
do you see how much i need you right now?

when you're gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you
when you're gone
the face i came to know is missing too
when you're gone
all the words i need to hear to always get me through the day
and make it ok
i miss you

i've never felt this way before
everything that i do
reminds me of you
and the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
and they smell just like you
i love the things that you do

when you walk away
i count the steps that you take

do you see how much i need you right now?

when you're gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you
when you're gone
the face i came to know is missing too
and when you're gone
the words i need to hear to always get me through the day
and make it ok
i miss you

we were made for each other
out here forever
i know we were
yeah yeah

all i ever wanted was for you to know
everything i do i give my heart and soul
i can hardly breathe, i need to feel you here with me
yeah

when you're gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you
when you're gone
the face i came to know is missing too
when you're gone
the words i need to hear will always get me through the day
and make it ok
i miss you

BOXING DAY! Did u get box? LOLS! went with david to bleach his hair to white.He like it white,and in e end it end up become gold.coolz?hahas,went yida's mum saloon at AMK,dine at AMK S-11 kopitiam & went home.Rch hm ard 11plus,so late la & watch soccer (: Tt all i want to say,tml still working -.- tired..Christmas Is Over ): 

Here are some nice songs which your may enjoy (:

Helps You relax & chill.

Christmas is here.hohoho~ So tired after ton-ing at jon's hse.When home at ard 1pm,and met up with ker to orchard.Actually is to TM then to Orchard,but plan change,end up my chirstmas was spend with ker and alan. -.- Train-ed down to dhoby ghaut,but we were so lucky bcus there were some techincal error with e train.We kip stopping at stations for a period of time & tons of announcement,e train rch potong pasir and head back to serangoon.OMG~ -.- so we went e opp. track and took another train.When we reach potong pasir e train stop agn,so we decided to take bus & we took 142 to Toa Payoh and took e NS line to Orchard (: Headed to Takashimaya then to Shaw hse as we decided to watch I AM LEGEND.Then we had dinner at Far East,me and alan - Long John.Ker Shilin.Ohs bought a watch too,$8.Movie till 1145pm met up wif hwee yong & btw we miss e last train heading to Marina Bay ): so we took e train to Jurong East & alight at AMK and me and alan cab home while the rest head for supper (: CAB IS DAMM EX NOW . 

ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS YOU!

Just woke up,online and nth to do.Ya so here i am blogging,and  i cant think of anything to write as so much things happen recently.But i really hope tt all this problem can be solve a.s.a.p. ... Maybe thats my life?or luck?Nothing seems to go my way,why?Cant i just have something i want?It's so saddening,sometimes i am just spechless.I will not give up,effort and patience!Everything can be solve,arent they?Today nothing to do,sianz,Outing cancelled -.- so rot at home lo,sunday rot at home nt bad though (: Thats all for today.Cant think of anything,except you.

I am back from malaysia (马来西亚) . 4D3N fun enough.

1st Night : Ipoh

Set off for Johor earlier at 630am in e morning,after which change to a 27 seater bus.Had breakfast at Yong Peng,after which we headed towards Ipoh our destination. Slept along e way cus i am tired,went to visit a temple in a cave.After which dinner and then back to hotel,then to shopping at a shopping mall.Bought a shirt and burger,satay and wan ton mee for supper..oh!and a tiger beer =) Well we stay at Hotel Oriental,must say it's e best among e other 2. Later will tell you more.

2nd Night : Penang

Depart for Penang in e morning ard 8 smth,cross e world 3rd longest bridge (penang bridge) reach penang and had lunch at a local restaurant.After lunch we proceed to Snake Temple to see snakes HEE HEE..then to e sleeping buddha temple which i had been to before when i was young.The buddha was quite long took 50c RM to use a fortune telling machine,was quite accurate though,after which to e Vietnamese temple?if nv remember wrongly.Lots of temple trip,we then went to a temple which require us to climb up e hill if i nv remeber wrongly it's call Kek Lok Temple there are lots of shops along e way up to e temple,and when u are reaching e temple there will be beggars asking for money.Btw those stall along e way was selling thai product and i bu zi bu jue bought a LA Galaxy Jersey & a small bag =) Ate ayam laksa after we are down from e temple,erm nt nice actually abit weird and nt really the penang laksa i am looking for.Laksa then to a local penang food store to buy some food?LOLS!follow by dinner then to hotel and the hotel was fcuking ewwwwwww~! hahas tell u wad some others ppl frm my bus their room was nt clean up yet and in our room e telephone is spoil,tv lousy,toilet door spoil,lamp post spoil,aircon not cold.Somemre e tourguide say smth which was eery,he told us tt hotel with triple bed normally nt alot ppl sleep tts y everything spoil =x LOL!The Hotel is named "Hotel Grand Continental" didnt went night shopping as there is nth to shop & i went massaging instead! =) 1hr $60 not cheap not expensive.OkOk lah,hahas then went back to hotel and slp aft e massage =)

3rd Night : Kuala Lumpur 

Woke up at 6am =S because tour guide say journey to kuala lumpur was quite long.Slept in e bus during e journey,rch kuala lumpur and then lunch.After which to another cave called "Batu Cave" . Head to he National Monument which was boring and hot =x Bought some chocolate at a Chocolate Factory,bought 2 box,1 durian chocolate and 1 dark chocolate then to merdeka square which was so boring too.hahas,then head to hotel named "Hotel Granded Continental" familar? LOL,aft tt lunch and then to Sungi?(dunno how spell) shopping center shop for ard 1hr ++ bought nth for myself but bought smth for dear ^^ Went home by the mrt of theirs as bus driver gt smth on,on our way hm the whole grp pass a back alley and we saw 3 ahgua.hahas,when back hotel bath and slept.Btw hate "Hotel Grand Continental" cus their tv shows all malays!and e tv quailty sucks!!!

4th Day : Malacca - Singapore

Break fast at 8am,then set off to malacca at 9am,ate some nonya lunch?btw e chendol was super nice =) then to buy some local product at a shop.follow by going shopping at a street.oh and we visit e Bee Culture Farm when we first reach Malacca.Dinner at Senai and then head towards e tuas link =) Reach S'pore ard 910pm?Then cab home =)

NO PICTURE BECAUSE BEN SAO YE FORGET TO BRING E CAMERA ALONG =X

Laopo i miss u so much during tt few days =(

Hoping to see you soon..

Take-care okays?

Looking forward to Friday & Christmas =]

WILL BE AWAY FOR 4 DAYS!

BACK ON SUNDAY NIGHT!

DONT MISS ME,MY FRIENDS!

LOLS!

DEFINITELY MISSING YOU!

-> TAN YIXUAN!

tired;i love you! <3

Today,a tiring day first day & time working at RSH(century square) quite a tough job but i think will get to it bah?Standing and walking ard hurts yr back?Just got e back ache feeling,lols. Work at yuki was fine today or say i say e best day at yuki since i work?Today quite relax la,not alot customer.We ended at ard 1045pm?Rush home to chat with Dear via Msn.,reach hm exactly 12am =) Chat with dear,but not very long so sad..cus her mum wans her to sleep early,although e time we spend chatting today was so short but i'm alrdy happy to manage 30mins of talking with you bout wad happen everyday.Tml working again -.- yuki 1am-1030pm.Dear see you online k?Got so much thing jiao dai,but u went off9 too quickly le.Hope to see you online soon(tomorrow) ^.^ 

            WO HAO XIANG NI LAO PO!

Wake up late today,fact is tt i m jus tired.Working is tiring de,nw i know money is hard to earn.Must spend wisely lols,today cant catch last train for e north-east line,so we train-ed to AMK,then cab home.Si bei angry ok?ppl kip cutting e queue,e uncle e front of us was like kip pointing middle-finger to e cab where e ppl was sitting cus dey jump queue!at tt time i was like wan to throw my shoe bag..but in e end i did throw.hahas,but no casualty.Tired aft i rch hm?but not as in those tired..is abit tired.Chat with dear,we got so much things to talk bout la since nw she gt no Hp.I was like missing her so much at work,my back was aching aft e standing..omg!i old liao,lets hope everything will be alright for u and me.Cause i believe no matter wad happen,we can solve it.NO DOUBT! Thats all for today bah,i wan go slp le.Hope tml will be a better day =)

I wan to smile everyday and not be frowning or worry...nt to be vexed!Lastly,everyone to be happy! Especially my family,girlfriend and friends =] NIGHTS EVERYONE! tml will be a better day! CHEERS~!

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
mmm...

Feeling BLUE , dont ask me why.As i will nt be interested to answer you. My day was bad today,dun ask me why too.I'm just fcuking ... tired of all these happening,ups and down of lifes,thats life.isnt it?What happens when something bad add onto something bad,as in..bad day plus bad news.This leading to a person being ultra low..just blame it as today's nt my day?SHUT UP EVERYONE! go to sleep.. :'(

Don't pretend you're sorry 
I know you're not 
You know you got the power 
To make me weak inside 
Girl you leave me breathless 
But it's okay 'cause 
You are my survival 
Now hear me say 
I can't imagine life 
Without your love 
Even forever don't seem 
Like long enough 

'Cause everytime I breathe 
I take you in 
And my heart beats again 
Baby I can't help it 
You keep me 
Drowning in your love 
Everytime I try to rise above 
I'm swept away by love 
Baby I can't help it 
You keep me 
Drowning in your love 

Maybe I'm a drifter 
Late at night 
'Cause I long for the safety 
Of flowing freely 
In your arms 
I don't need another life line 
It's not for me 
'Cause only you can save me 
Oh can't you see 
I can't imagine life 
Without your love 
And even forever don't seem 
Like long enough 

'Cause everytime I breathe 
I take you in 
And my heart beats again 
Baby I can't help it 
You keep me 
Drowning in your love 
Everytime I try to rise above 
I'm swept away by love 
Baby I can't help it 
You keep me 
Drowning in your love 

Go on and pull me under 
Cover me with dreams, yeah 
Love me mouth to mouth now 
You know I can't resist 
'Cause you're the air 
That I breathe 

Everytime I breathe 
I take you in 
And my heart beats again 
Baby I can't help it 
You keep me 
Drowning in your love 
Everytime I try to rise above 
I'm swept away by love 
And baby I can't help it 
You keep me 
Drowning your love 

Baby I can't help it 
Keep me drowning 
In your love 
I keep drowning 
In your love 
Baby I can't help it 
Can't help it no, no 

'Cause everytime I breathe 
I take you in 
And my heart beats again 
Baby I can't help it 
You keep me 
Drowning in your love 
Everytime I try to rise above 
I'm swept away by love 
Baby I can't help it 
You keep me 
Drowning in your love

Wow,finally rch hm le.went RSH interview with Jon and dave,i alrdy hv a job,but just to interview,if can then earn extra lo =) After that movie at marina square,mit dear near her hse there then LRT to compass,train to City Hall.Its was raining heavily =( lunch at Breeks Cafe(pardon me if spelling error).Bought 2 tickets for e movie Enchanted,btw nice =) humorous so must watch if u are free.Btw complain GV ok?!Say give us couple seat..in the end?Sitting at the back corner where view was not good,SOMEMORE is not couple seat!DAMM you! =x Esplanade after movie,dinner Thai Express (: followed by home sweet home. NIGHTS! having early night today,bcus too tired out.

Miss You!

oh well,back at home finally after a long day out.slp at 5am yesterday night,woke up at ard 8-9am by my dad..went out at 10plus?so tired can?went to ICA Building to extend my passport..queue was so long i was like at there standing for ard nearly 1hr?my queue no. 7177,i went in the no. was at 7132?40 smth mre ppl to go lo,wtf!stand there doing nth.actually quite boring hahas,aft tat lunch at opp. e kopitiam,ate wan ton mee.i was shocked bcus its been very long since i ate the wan ton mee,but e aunty still rmb me.LOLS!ren yun hao? =x After that went to buy e iPod nano at Audio House ard clarke quay..4GB =) Finally got music to listen to..life have been difficult since my hp ear piece spoil during Oct.After that went to grandma hse,heard that she was not feeling well o.o took bus there.Dine at her hse dwn stair,after tt bus-ed home.Fall asleep during e journey,cus i was super duper tired out la.Reach hm and now sorting out e iPod nano =x after by a hot bath and to zZz.. Hope tml trip will nt be cancel,cus i miss you lotsssssss!Lets nope nth delay it =) 

yawn** back from work..super tiring la.Somemre today got 24 ppl come at e same time,i mean same family la.waa,today first time work monday.ok i know its lame,monday so wad?LOLS!starting abit nth do.somemre all start at 6pm work de all girls..so sianz,no guys to talk to =x Knock off at 1030 aft tat sit awhile then went hm,didnt ate anything.cus all girls paiseh la,only drank a bowl of soup which cindy(one of e worker) wanted me to drink,didnt finish all,also drank a cup of orlen JUICES =P hmm nth much to write,cant think of anything to blog le.i wan go bath le,so smelly~ See YOU! 

                         LAO PO!!!

                               I MISS YOU!

                                          2 mre days to weds!

                 =)

寄 沒有地址的信

ji mei you di zhi de xin
這樣的情緒 有種距離
zhe yang de qing xu, you zhong ju li



你 放著誰的歌曲
ni fang zhe shei de ge qu
是怎樣的心情 能不能說給我聽
shi zen yang de xin qing, neng bu neng shuo gei wo ting



雨 下得好安靜
yu xia de hao an jing
是不是你 偷偷在哭泣
shi bu shi ni tou tou zai ku qi
幸福真的不容易
xing fu zhen de bu rong yi
在你的背景 有我愛你
zai ni de bei jing you wo ai ni



我可以 陪你去看星星
wo ke yi pei ni qu kan xing xing
不用再多說明 我就要和你在一起
bu yong zai duo shuo ming wo jiu yao he ni zai yi qi
我不想 又再一次和你分離
wo bu xiang you zai yi ci he ni fen li
我多麼想每一次的美麗 是因為你
wo duo me xiang mei yi ci de mei li shi yin wei ni



寄 沒有地址的信
ji mei you di zhi de xin
這樣的情緒 有種距離
zhe yang de qing xu, you zhong ju li



你 放著誰的歌曲
ni fang zhe shei de ge qu
是怎樣的心情 能不能說給我聽
shi zen yang de xin qing, neng bu neng shuo gei wo ting



雨 下得好安靜
yu xia de hao an jing
是不是你 偷偷在哭泣
shi bu shi ni tou tou zai ku qi
幸福它真的不容易
xing fu ta zhen de bu rong yi
在你的背景 有我愛你
zai ni de bei jing you wo ai ni



我可以 陪你去看星星
wo ke yi pei ni qu kan xing xing
不用再多說明 我就要和你在一起
bu yong zai duo shuo ming wo jiu yao he ni zai yi qi
我不想 又再一次和你分離
wo bu xiang you zai yi ci he ni fen li
我多麼想每一次的美麗 是因為你
wo duo me xiang mei yi ci de mei li shi yin wei ni



我可以 陪你去看星星
wo ke yi pei ni qu kan xing xing
不用再多說明 我就要和你在一起
bu yong zai duo shuo ming wo jiu yao he ni zai yi qi
我不想 又再一次和你分離
wo bu xiang you zai yi ci he ni fen li
我多麼想每一次的美麗 是因為你
wo duo me xiang mei yi ci de mei li shi yin wei n

Alrights!It's 235am in e morning and i'm here posting =s 

LaoPo jus went to sleep,and i decide to write one post b4 i sleep.

Tml working agn at yuki..btw LaoPo HAPPY 1 MTH TGT =)

LOVESSSSS YOU!

Although we didnt manage to go celebrate on friday,but we can celebrate it next time ok?If u are see-ing this,i want you to know that it's nt your fault that we cant make it =) so don't blame yourself k?You'll 4ever be my toot 老婆!  

老婆! 我爱你!!!

As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
'Til the end of time, forever
You're the only love I'll need
In my life, you're all that matters
In my eyes, the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you

Chorus:
Imagine me without you
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day
I'd be afraid without you there to see me through
Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it's just impossible
Because of you
It's all brand new
My life is now worth while
I can't imagine me without you

Verse 2:
When you caught me I was falling
Your love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard my calling
And you rushed to set me free

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you

Chorus

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you

Chorus

I can't imagine me without you