Life is meaningless,alot of things when u look at it.You always never see e negative side as in,i dunno how to explain.I lose something i treasure alot & I gain nothing in return,tears dripping down my cheeks.But sometimes its like something is trap in me,cant get it out,sometimes it's just dry tears.U felt so hurt,yet u cant express it...is there anyone i can confide in?Everyone is busy with their things,stitches can stitch back my wound.Btw i thanks all my buddy,brothers,so call "gays"(kervin) & friends for their concern.They were there for me,during christmas eve & christmas.Why must they look me upon as a _ _ _ guy?I look like one?A new year is beginning,yet i though i will have something to be happy bout.nah,nw?I think i dun even know wads my target in life.Whats 2008 to me?Though it will be a new year and all bad luck goes away & now it look like sad year ahead.LOL,i cant live w/o you.I dun wish to blog much bout this,how i feel now maybe i can use music to describe? I LOVE YOU,though we r nt tgt anymre...I will be waiting for you.

Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red?
And what the hell is on Joey's head?

And This is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneakin' out

And This is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must've done it half a dozen times

I wonder if it's too late
Should I go back and try to graduate
Life's better now than it was back then
If I was them, I wouldn't let me in
Oh oh oh
Oh god I, I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I Had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it
Time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it
Time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye

Goodbyyyyeeee

We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we'd know
We said someday we'd find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel

Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since God knows when
Oh oh oh
Oh god I, I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it
Time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it
Time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye

I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it

I miss that town
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it

If I could relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it
Time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it
It's time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye

Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
Every time I do it makes me.

i always needed time on my own
i never thought i'd need you there when i cry
and the days feel like years when i'm alone
and the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

when you walk away
i count the steps that you take
do you see how much i need you right now?

when you're gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you
when you're gone
the face i came to know is missing too
when you're gone
all the words i need to hear to always get me through the day
and make it ok
i miss you

i've never felt this way before
everything that i do
reminds me of you
and the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
and they smell just like you
i love the things that you do

when you walk away
i count the steps that you take

do you see how much i need you right now?

when you're gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you
when you're gone
the face i came to know is missing too
and when you're gone
the words i need to hear to always get me through the day
and make it ok
i miss you

we were made for each other
out here forever
i know we were
yeah yeah

all i ever wanted was for you to know
everything i do i give my heart and soul
i can hardly breathe, i need to feel you here with me
yeah

when you're gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you
when you're gone
the face i came to know is missing too
when you're gone
the words i need to hear will always get me through the day
and make it ok
i miss you